My Side
2025-09-28 - Sunday - 12:44 AM - Discord Log

Maya wrote, "More of the same." Maya wrote that to criticize me. Maya is either a rebranded troll or is copying and pasting what she inherited from the former Oatmeal Haters who came before her in this insane Hating Oatmeal Cult.

What's odd is how underground the Anonymous Lolcow Haters truly are. I'm not even sure if I can put to words how odd it seems to be that trolls hide in my Discord Servers which are empty. I'm not sure what their endgame might be outside of trying to get me to say crazy things so they can take me out of context again and again like they already did in a vicious never-ending cycle of bait and attack. It seems most of the people who interact with me are haters. Usually, famous people might get less than 20% haters. For example, if I was PewDiePie and had 2,000 hater trolls, then that would be okay because I would also probably have say 8,000 actual hardcore fans. But in reality, using this analogy, I'd likely have way over 9,999 trolls at the very least or possibly even more trolls than that. In other words, it seems to be upside-down clown world where things are the reverse of what they normally would be meaning I feel like I'm generally not well-known or popular at a large scale. We may all have different opinions for better and for worse regarding these matters, but I probably only have ten hater trolls at the very most. Millions of people have seen my videos, I got 16K TikTok followers, over 10K joined my 2019 Discord Server, over 300K followers across all platforms, but most of all of that is probably mostly fake or a variety of things. Don't get me started on all of that. I say that to say perhaps I failed to get real fans and now I have mostly only trolls who believe the lies about me online. It seems regardless of reality, trolls will always believe the lies about me no matter what.

Maya wrote, "Why doesn't Joey just do it?" Maya is acting like I didn't already try to tell my story. I can't tell if Maya knows I have already or not. Not to say I did a good job. That's why I'm in the process of fleshing it all out. I continue to tell my side of the story.

Trolls like Maya are hypocrites when they choose to pick and choose what to believe and what not to believe. For example, to use an analogy, Maya would choose to believe I'm a dog if I said it. But if I said I'm a cat, then Maye would say prove it. That's clear hypocrisy. Most of my trolls don't fully understand logic and Charlie Kirk would probably beat them in debates because their IQ is quite low.

Maya wrote, "Clear his name, why do we have to do what should be Joey's job?" Trolls love to say stuff like this. Trolls attack everybody and not just me. They call everybody dogs to piggyback that analogy. It's not specific to me. Actually, it has nothing to do with me. They don't care about the truth. I'm here trying to raise awareness to the hypocrisy. I'm publishing this for the history books as not many will be studying all of my words right now.

There is a contrast between Oatmeal News and Oatmeal Fake News in that the actual news about me would show to the world that I'm human. People who study my autobiography can see what kind of person I am. But mostly only trolls are looking at my stuff. So, I sometimes try not to talk too much about actual Oatmeal News as the haters will conflate it with the fake news. But as I try to tell my side of the story. I do tell the story but not all the time. But I work on it. To be continued. Trolls always ignore this. Most trolls are not actually reading this. Mostly only trolls read my stuff or watch my stuff. It's fair say probably nobody is reading this. Not saying you should. But I do try to tell my story. I'm still working on that. There is so much people can know about me. I don't have time to outline my entire life right now, but let's just say I sometimes would try to force things to happen. When I was a kid, I tried making flying skateboards say for example. But I failed. I started trying to start things like my Discord Servers since the 1900s but first in real life. I tried starting a taxi company in the 1900s. I tried building a website that was to be better than Facebook. The list goes on and on. We don't have time right now to talk about all the things. But those are only a few example. You might say I burned bridges with people. You might say I failed especially when I spread myself too thin in life working on too many things. I can rant for thousands of hours mentioning specific things from my life, different places, different people, so many details. I have already ranted about many of these things already since the 1900s meaning for decades. In life, you might want to pick your battles. Maybe I picked too many battles. Maybe I blew up on people too many times. Maybe I this and maybe I that. In other words, I'm a mess. I talked about how I'm a mess. It's not like I say I'm not a mess. There is so much to be said about this. We can call this Oatmeal News.

But trolls often conflate that with the lies about me, the Oatmeal Fake News.

Maya wrote, "Joey sure loves to write and rewrite the first chapter over and over and over and over." Like as if I've not covered many chapters. Trolls usually are unaware of even the most basic stuff about me. It's not personal, they just want to attack people online. So, they thought I'd be an easy target. Many got addicted to lying about me over the years. Some believe the BS about me. The drama scares away people who don't want to take the time to figure me out. I don't blame them. I don't blame you. Trolls are destroying my life. You might say I'm partly to blame. Long story short, that might be only partly true. But that doesn't justify their actions to dox and swat me for years. I trolled my trolls back to see how many of them would realize I was trolling. I was shocked to find out most of them were too subconscious to notice.

To use an analogy, it's like Maya is asking if there is a cat or a kitten inside a box. Specifically, that cat was born in 1994 and friended me on Facebook, TikTok, and Instagram. I moved to Vietnam in 2012. The cat was often at bars doing karaoke. These details were addressed many times for years on all the websites in videos, posts, articles, tweets, etc. But trolls love to lie by saying that's not true. But it is true. Trolls only win when people are too lazy to see the trolls are lying. So, I mentioned this one for example. But there are other examples too. That is why I try to tell my side of the story so people can hear my side. You don't have to believe my side. You don't have to agree. But you should at least hear me out. But kind of hard to hear my side when I've not fully unpacked my side. I've not fully fleshed out my side. I'm still working on illustrating and outlining my side. But what is crazy is many trolls pretend as if I've already shared my side. But they don't take the time to hear my side. They don't study my side. I've not fully explained all the details of my side. And trolls will automatically believe other troll's side of the story which have no ground, no backing. But that's what anonymous weirdos do online. So, in many ways, I shouldn't be doing this rant as it's mostly a waste of time. But I wanted to get some of this out there for now. I will continue to try to put more out there as there is always more.

There is always more.

Hypocrisy
2025-09-28 - Sunday - 03:21 PM - Discord Log

What's crazy is the hypocrisy of trolls like Maya who hides behind this Amy Rose avatar, Maya is pretending to be a SEGA video game character from the world of Sonic The Hedgehog totally anonymous while simultaneously demanding that certain people be doxxed in order to debunk lies about me which trolls love to run with.

The best lies not only are built on top of truth but also on top of lies upon lies upon lies upon lies upon lies as haters are not only lying about me but about others as it's not simply about me as I'm just another target which they deem an easy target or so they thought. That's why I harp on the Oatmeal Fake News for years because it's critical to see their tactics played out in a variety of ways. I've learned a lot battling trolls all my life. I learn that they're broken people who will never stop in their delusions like nerds obsessed in cults. I try tracking not only the sequences of events of the fake news about me but also the general outline of my entire life to help people see how trolls attack people like you and me. I also study a variety of things in doing so, things like psychology, sociology, anthropology, world history, to name a few. I'm in the middle of trying to tell my autobiography, my side of the story, via all the websites regarding my entire life since my birth in 1985. I'm not necessarily saying my life story would be shared only on Twitter X or one specific website or video say for example. I'm everywhere and nowhere, I'm everything and nothing. I say all of that to say the trolls will continue to misrepresent me regarding all of that as they always do. That's what the trolls do. Anybody with half a brain can see my trolls don't read even 1% of what I wrote just today let alone thousands of hours worth of my content I've uploaded to hundreds to thousands of websites online since the 1900s meaning for decades now. Trolls are not reading this. Probably nobody is reading this.

Trolls love to lie about everything. Trolls love to twist everything. Trolls love to take things out of context, character, intention, vibe, momentum, chemistry, and content. For example, I talked about many things all my life online. Badly most of the time but I try. The point is I try. But trolls lie. Trolls say I didn't. But I did many times for decades on all the websites. Grant it, I did a bad job most of the time, but I tried. Grant it, I was banned many times meaning most of it is gone. All gone. Like a lot was deleted off the Internet. Meaning nobody can find a lot of my stuff if it got erased off the world wide web many times for decades off many websites. So, that makes it hard to find. So, not even trolls can find lost content if it was dumped or destroyed. So, you can't find it. But some of it is still there. But I tried. I'm still trying. I'm getting better. Still pretty pathetic most of the time. You probably shouldn't look at most of my content most of the time. But I still try to put out my stuff for decades now. I still try to get my stuff out there. You probably shouldn't watch my stuff. You probably shouldn't be reading this post right now. But I still try to get my stuff out there. I even trolled my trolls as I try to put my stuff out there. I try to get better. I work too hard. I do too many things. I do a terrible job explaining myself most of the time. Most of my stuff is garbage as I uploaded and posted and published over a million things onto the Internet. Nobody has time to see it all. Some of it got banned many times over the years. I've been online since like 1995 meaning past like thirty years. I'm not saying my stuff is great. Most of my stuff is unfinished trash. But I still would upload and publish as much as I could for years. I've been all over the place as a content creator as I try to express myself. I try to tell my side of the story, I'm still working on that, but that doesn't mean my side is right but I still want to try to get it out there. I run around like a madman trying to get projects done. That doesn't mean I'm the second coming of Jesus. Many times, I don't even understand my own stuff. Most of my stuff has typos. Most of my stuff is so bad. I accidentally say the wrong words in videos. I don't always fully explain when I'm using satire, hyperbole, sarcasm, trolling, scamming, lying, deception, joking, going out of context, playing Devil's advocate, being silly, going out of character, trying to make points, speaking too quickly, not fully translating what I actually mean, and/or the lists goes on and on and on. Maya is asking me to prove how old somebody is. But you would have to dox that person. But Maya doesn't want to dox Maya. There is the double standard contrast. It's crazy irony or hypocrisy. But not to say I didn't already address that it looks like she was born in 1994, that I arrived in Vietnam in 2012. But keep in mind that the lies that trolls spread are often built on a history of other lies that go back years or even decades that come from a desire to call people names as they are often funded by groups like Soros. I grew up in the 1900s attending children ministries, attending so many different churches, clubs, youth groups, AWANA, Word Of Life, Salvation Army, summer camps, city basketball leagues, a homeschooling club, kids in the ghetto trailer park where I grew up in Oregon and the lists goes on and on. I also started working with youth ministries as well since the 1900s and especially since the early 2000s. I started attending Bible colleges where I was involved in children ministries. On top of that, starting in 2005, I was also a seven-time camp counselor at snow and summer camps five different years in New York, California, and Oregon. I taught English for five years in Vietnam starting in 2012 where I taught people of all ages at schools, centers, houses, coffee shops, parks, different clubs, the Leaf Pagoda, Anna Barbie's house as she was trying to start an English Center herself, and even McDonald's. After Vietnam, I continued working in children ministry and other things. There is already a lot of info about me on all the websites. Trolls could easily interview hundreds if not thousands of people who met me in person over the years. But trolls are too lazy. Trolls don't care about the truth. Trolls love to use my words against me if it benefits the trolls. But trolls will laugh at whatever doesn't.

For example, when I say I'm a cat, trolls say source. Like hey, prove it. But if I say okay, I'm a dog. Then those same trolls will say, "See, I told you so." They use my own words as proof if it's the narrative they want to run with. But if it's not, then they complain how my own words are too bias and can't be trusted. But everybody's bias. Everybody has problems. In some ways, I'm a boring person. But the trolls were able to fabricate fake drama about me because they must be that miserable. But again, this is only a small nugget of my side of the story. Doesn't mean I'm right. Do with it what you may.

Joey's Side
2025-09-28 - Sunday - 09:18 PM - Discord Log

Here's yet again another screenshot from Maya who wrote, and I quote, "NOT JUST JOEY'S SIDE." Here's yet another reason why nobody should be joining my Discord Servers because they're full of lolcow trolls like Maya who are up to no good, well unless if you're the Heirs of the Oatmeal with the intention of renovation and revolution in an attempt to reproduce reproducers meaning to create an army of Oatmeal Heirs. But generally speaking, mostly only trolls run at me over the years. Trolls are predictable.

It's critical to remember that Maya is hypocritical to say, "Not just Joey's side." Trolls don't mean it. Trolls will say whatever, especially when they don't believe in anything outside of the ends justifies the means which is a dangerous tunnel-vision delusion which I've been captured by at times. I've had tunnel-vision. I know what it's like. I don't want to say I used to be a crazy leftist but I was lost in trying to force things to happen aggressively like a demon. Trolls love to accept my words if it hurts me. They'll say they won't accept my side of the story if it makes me look good. But when my side hurts me, then the trolls accept my side. That's clear hypocrisy. I wanted to put this post out there to point a few things out. But I doubt anybody is reading this. Not even Maya is reading these books that I'm dumping onto the Internet. Maya only pretends to read it. Maya is acting like Flopper, Emu, and other trolls. I wouldn't be surprised if Maya was Flopper or your mom. Who knows.

But trolls are boring. I talked about this stuff many times before for years on all the websites. For many years. Trolls don't want you to know that. People don't have time to even ask AI if this is true. Most AI is too dumb to find everything I've ever put onto the Internet. Most AI won't take the time to tell you the truth about me. Trolls are too lazy to use the best AI engines to find out the truth about me for better and for worse. It seems most trolls run with the same debunked lies about me many times for many years on all the websites. You probably don't believe me. Actually, you're probably not reading this. Most people are not. It takes too much time to figure me out. Most people are scared away from the drama. That is what fuels the trolls who know they're lying about me but they're gate keeping. Trolls don't want you to research me. I'm still telling my side of the story. People have their own side of the story too but many of them are trolls. I've been banned many times off many websites. This means I lost a lot of content. This might make it very hard to find my side of the story if it was removed. It takes forever to really talk about all of this. Talking about it scares people away from my content. The trolls keep the drama going to make sure nobody watches my videos or reads my blogs. The trolls are winning as they scared away so many people. I troll my trolls. But the trolls refuse to admit that I scammed my trolls to create fake drama which the trolls think was real. Trolls ran with the lies which I said were lies. Trolls pretend the lies are true because they don't want to admit I fooled them many times over the years. I already talked about that many times over the years.

Maya is talking about the fake news relating to Anna Barbie who was probably born in 1994 who I probably first met around 2013 who was trying to start English Centers and Anna was married multiple times even before 2013 it seems as she was trying to travel the world and possibly escape the tyranny of Vietnam. Anna was often doing karaoke at bars in Saigon, she had different foreigner BFs, Anna was constantly interacting with foreigners at coffee shops and McDonald's and parks and many different places. Anna interacted with me a few times in the same way Anna was interacting with many different foreigners, men and women alike. Anna would also video chat with random people online over the years on random websites and apps that allow for video chat rooms where you can meet random people and talk to them or swipe to the next random person.

I've talked about many things many times for many years on all the websites. That includes stuff about Anna and other people too. Yes, I suck at story telling most of the time. But I tried. I talk about stuff. I have more to say. I said many things but poorly most of the time which means most people will fail to understand me most of the time. But I do talk. I try to talk. I put out a lot of stuff online. I talk so much. Trolls will pretend I never ever talk about the details but I did many times. No matter how many times I talk about specific things, Trolls will always say I didn't. But I really did. You can find the people and ask them. Anybody can find thousands of people. You can ask people who met me in person about me. But trolls won't do that because the trolls know I'm speaking the truth. I have so much content online. Yes, bad content but content nonetheless. Yes, it's hard to find most of my content as I had many usernames. I had many display names. I have so many different accounts not to be confused with the dozens of parody accounts people made pretending to be me many times over the years so they can screenshot and soundbite fake quotes to steal my identity to say I said or did stuff I didn't do while simultaneously dox and swat me many times over the years attempting to steal pizzas and credit cards in my name again and again as my Lolcow Trolls spamming Oatmeal Fake News are criminals who bully random easy targets and not only me but many people.

Trolls will ignore this post just like they already ignored thousands of other tweets that I've published on my different accounts on Twitter X over the years, I said accounts, not just this profile account, I have dozens if not hundreds of different accounts on all of the websites and apps online.

In conclusion, trolls like Maya will continue to lie saying I didn't say anything. Trolls won't stop being trolls. I already said a lot of stuff for decades both online and offline. Trolls will continue to lie by saying I didn't. But I did. I really did. Many times. Poorly but still. I did a bad job most of the time trying to get my stuff out there. Yes, my content is very fragmented, compartmentalized, unfinished, unexplained, out of context, not fully explained, many typos, many problems, not edited or badly edited, missing things, not this, not that, and the list goes on and on and on forever. That is why I'm trying to fix that. I'm working on that. I'm trying to organize my online life. I've been using the Internet for like 30+ years since like 1995. In other words, forever. I grew up on the Internet. I didn't care what people think. I would say whatever. I would troll. I would do so many different things which trolls can easily take out of context as I was not being politely correct. I was just saying random words. I was being reckless. I was being so many different things at different times in different places with different people. I'm not going to like justify everything I've ever done.

But trolls will lie about the starting point. It's fine if people want to debate my life. But we don't even have the same facts. Trolls like to make up their own facts about my life. When I do try writing outlines of my life, I try to include as many facts as possible. For example, it is a fact that I went to Vietnam. We all might have different opinions about my actions in Vietnam. But you have to start somewhere in a debate. Often times, the lies about me clouds the judgement of those who might want to debate me. Not saying people debate me. Well, mostly only trolls who are blinded by lies pretend to debate me as they've already made up their minds about all of it. So, I say all of that to say I'm going to continue to try to publish my autobiography online on all the websites and apps with outlines and summaries and videos and a variety of things so people can look at the facts and decide for themselves what they want to think both good and bad about me. At the same time, trolls will continue, as they have been since the 1900s, to lie about me as usual because they have nothing better to do with their lives.
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