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Invisible Oatmeal

Was trying not to be in debt, people pressured me towards normality of credit cards
Culture encourages the concept of buy now pay later, the world has been sucked into this vortex of instant gratification mixed with procrastinated responsibilities, liability
People are at fault, some more than others, for the trillions of dollars of debt the U.S. Federal Government allegedly appears to be under, Rome fell under debt, we can talk all day about the history of the crimes committed by control freaks
But on the other hand, my oatmeal was invisible, I wanted to talk briefly about my failure to explain myself to the world in this video, people did bad but I also did bad too at the same time or at least that's the perception at play
Looking back at my life, I can see how you might say I did people wrong, I wanted to give you a few examples of some of the alleged crimes I've committed, never mind if I had good intentions as I was only trying to make the world greener one oatmeal at a time, like never mind everything I was thinking or not thinking as I wasn't always thinking ahead, we can talk all day about my alleged excuses, reasoning, thinking, behind like why I did what I did in my life, I do try to tell my side of the story about all of that too as often I as I can
There were times I didn't pay for things in my life, sometimes people would pay for my meals at restaurants, fast food; I would eat their cereal; they bought me plane tickets; they bought me tickets at movie theaters, and the list goes on and on; never mind the fact that perhaps some or all of these examples were like gifts or whatever they might might have been
I grew up in the 1900s mostly around Christians who would give us things for free with no strings attached, I was born in the year 1985 in Oregon in a trailer park, we would sometimes get things from churches, friends, family, Salvation Army, organizations; some of it was like food, toys, clothes; some of it may have been presents, gifts, and what not; I remember some of this since like the 1990s or longer
I started expecting to get more things for free even as I got older, I continued desiring handy me downs, welfare, food stamps, Oprah to save us; my mentality was often or at least sometimes sort of like this to various degrees especially the younger I was
Regardless of how much I might have deserved in my life, you might say I came across as a jerk and a number of things which is true to various degrees as it's always about being right in life you might say in a sense that you might win battles while losing wars in the bigger picture as you zoom out to see how everything might affect everything in how you treat people and everything else
Never mind that I was trying to help people in my life, the results was sometimes burning bridges which was generally not really my intentions but I was also at least partly delusional in the For The Greater Good Scam and probably other scams too; like I was trying to force things to happen for the greater good like an autistic oatmeal version of Greta; and I'm not saying I'm a lot better in life now; but I do try to improve daily in many areas in my life; not saying I'm perfect; not saying you can always learn from me; I'm saying I'm trying to take gradual steps in the right direction every moment I got; would love to be perhaps immortal
Say for example, people invited me to eat with them at houses, restaurants, fast food; as hosts, they paid; they would sometimes say they would pay; sometimes they would ask me if I could pay; or they would want me to; that surprised me as I started expecting each situation to be the same as they would pay; I saw a pattern that I liked
I felt that my time was valuable, so I would prefer they pay for me if they wanted me to hang out with them; but I also didn't really want to eat at say McDonald's meaning I don't want to pay for food I wouldn't have bought; I rarely ate at fast food on my own; so my thinking was you pay to play with the Original Green Oatmeal Joey Arnold, that's me
I can talk all day about why I did what I did in my life, but I didn't spend too much time talking about my mindset, what I was thinking be it right, wrong, whether relevant, logical, irrational, based, or not; I try to correct the record in telling my side of the story for the history books in letting people know what I did, what I thought, how I felt, what I believed, and everything; I can write books about it; I can talk hour thousands of hours talking about why I did what I did in my life regardless of whether said actions were good, bad, or whatever
This video has typos, in them, just another reminder I am full of flaws, problems, etc
One of the many problems in my life is Invisible Oatmeal in that I failed at showing people my value
If I went back in time to when people invited me out to go eat with them, I'd either only say yes when I was prepared to pay or always say no if I didn't want to pay that is if they're not insisting it's on them, on the house, that they'll pay; I sometimes assumed they would pay because many times they said they would and many times they did pay for me even when I didn't ask for it
Invisible Oatmeal is one of the problems I would have in that I was often not fully highlighting my value to others; perhaps I even hid some of my treasures, gifts, abilities, talents, skills; some of that might be justified; but I sometimes assumed those worthy of my time would see my invisible oatmeal which again is partly true at times
Collateral Damage?
I am not saying I was always wrong in the actions I made in my life, I am saying that I sometimes look back at choices I made and I wonder if things could have been different, in conclusion, the moral of the story is to sometimes consider how your actions might affect others as some of it may have resulted in bad first impressions as people judge books by covers as surface level weirdos that they are

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